
It's a baby...
where I can see the stars so well.


La La La La La... I'm kicking my legs and playing in my crib. I'm suppose to be getting tired and taking a nap, but la la la la la. I think I just lay here and kick the side of my crib and dangle my legs in and out of the slats. I don't even know that my momma is watching me and listening to me. I can hear my music and am just enjoying life. Wow...it has been like 10 minutes and I'm still just as content as can be. Talking to myself and dangling my legs out of..... ASLEEP!! How is that even possible to fall asleep mid kick? She didn't look to comfortable as you can see from the pictures, but I wasn't about to go in a wake her up to move her. She fell asleep like that so it couldn't be that bad. Needless to say she woke up about 1 hour into her nap when she realized that she couldn't get her leg out of it's tight spot. So I went in and picked her up and we sat down in the glider and rocked for a bit. She fell right back to sleep and then I laid her down in her crib and she slept for 2 more hours. I got a great nap in too!!! God bless the rain... it just makes you want to stay in bed.
When did she think that it was a great idea to pull herself up in her crib. She sure thinks that she is hot stuff though. It happened about a week ago. I put her down for her nap. Just like clockwork... on the tummy with her blanket over her back. She reaches back for me to give her the corner of her blanket, so she can hold it in her hand as she puts her thumb in her mouth. I turn on her music and walk out of the room. Ahhhhh.... naptime. Now mommy can do as much a possible in about 2 hours. Time passes and I hear some noises upstairs. No crying, just talking noises. They go on and on without the normal break of a few sucks on the trusty thumb. On and on and on and on. I go to investigate. What do I find? My BABY has pulled herself up to standing in her crib. No, No, No I think, not yet. Why does this little girl have to be to big for her size 3 britches? Momma I want to get 4 teeth, momma I want you to walk me around, momma I want to pull myself up in my crib. Did I do this to her? Have I pushed her to fast? I have to say I think that she is
just a go getter and I'm learning this about her early, so I have time to adjust. A note to all. Alyenna is a doer. She is not passive, she is an investigator. She is very curious. She has a gentle spirit, but is a turning into a little jabber box. When I was little I can remember my mom having to tell me to "Say Hello". I don't think that I will ever have to do that! It is just amazing what God can create in a human being. I'm sure that she will be teaching me lessons about being BOLD. I pray for her to use her BOLDNESS for the kingdom of God. There is so much I'm learning about this little girl... but could we figure out what color her eyes are? No, she is keeping that one to herself.
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When you have a view like this it is awesome. But to pull weeds in a huge yard like ours is a bit overwhelming! I filled the wheelbarrow with weeds, grass and dirt in like 15 minutes. Am I done? Not hardly! There are 1000's of tiny seedlings that have just germinated and are just begging to have a wonderful life over the winter and be a headache for me in the spring. Why is it that freshly weeded dirt looks so nice? We are having a wedding reception in our front yard in July and I'm really excited for that. What a wonderful thing to be able to share with our neighbors. Thanks to them for letting us be a part of the wonderful day to come. I promise to have the yard in tip top shape! Lunch is over and back outside.
This morning my little sweet baby woke up at 6am. Which is an hour earlier than normal. She didn't go back to sleep and I could tell that she was standing up in her crib from the noises that she was making. It was still dark, so I went in and picked her up. We sat down in the glider and she laid her sweet head on my chest and snuggled up with me. I had her in her cozy pink fleece blanket and she had the corner in her hand sucking her tiny little thumb. I sat there with my baby rocking in the glider in the dark remembering her as an infant. When laying on my was all that she could do. I compare that to now when having her snuggle up on me is a special once in a while treat. She is an on the go active baby who rarely takes a minute to take a break. When she wants to go to bed she would rather be put down in her bed than fall asleep in my arms. We trained her to be that way from the beginning so that she would have any issues falling asleep on her own. So this morning was a wonderful gift from God. Thank you Lord for my healthy baby. I sat there with tears of love and gratitude for the gift that I have received to be a mother. I thought of the times that I have left to rock her in my arms and how they are numbered. She has grown so fast and I will remember this morning forever. It was different than the other times that I have snuggled with her. Those other times it has been because she needed help falling asleep. Today she never fell asleep. She snuggled in my arms with her thumb in her mouth and her foot dangling off the edge of the glider running her toe across the cushion. She is just like her daddy...always having to fidget. She is in bed now and there are times during the day when I can't wait for a quiet time alone. But when she is in bed, I long for the time when she is awake and I can hold her and give her kisses. It is hard to comprehend that Jesus loves me so much more than I love her. Thank you Jesus for understanding my shortcomings and loving despite my sin.
Romans 3:1-2
What advantage is it to you to have the Bible, the Word of God?
To get to know the heart of God. The Bible is His word and when I read it He is speaking directly to me. It is the living word is always changing in meaning and application. Who am I to have such a treasured gift? To be able to read and know the heart of God through His word is like food for the hungry.
Thank you Lord for giving me your word that I may learn from it through my Bible Study of Romans. Thank you BSF.
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